Consultant's Training Program

You may be able to discern from this photo that I'm attempting to capture myself in the mirror. This is a suggestion of my experience in the Consultant's Training Program. I am getting a deeper sense (although still fuzzy) of who I have been in the world, gaining clarity about the world I've been creating for myself and the spaces I've made up as available. Not very clear, yes? How about this: I am happier that I remember being in possibly 60 years. I am loving the people in Mariposa. Out of the experience, I am choosing to challenge myself in numerous ways. Last week I dead lifted 85 lbs (never knew the rush that comes with dead lifting). Two weeks ago I gave up caffeine. I'm preparing for serious cross fit workouts: learning the correct way to do squats, aiming to be able to do burpees and pull ups, jumping rope, jogging, etc. But that's easy compared to learning to communicate in more honest and direct ways. Its a grand adventure into the unknown and I'm loving it, when I'm not resisting the hell out it!